Monday Mourning

Though I'm not ready to talk about last night and probably never will be, I do want to say thank you to my friends and family for their support and concern. I'd also like to say that I am mildly disturbed by how serious this currently sounds as well as how serious everyone's support and concern has been.


Texts I received during and after the game:

• "Terrified for your emotional well being."
• "I'm so sorry."
• "How are you holding up?"
• "Whatever happens, don't kill yourself tonight."

And this morning:

• "I just want to say that I'm really sorry."
• "Hope you're okay today." 

I'm not. I'm dressed in all black. But,